Quiet and quite boring

I've noticed it has become quite quiet and boring around here lately. Both myself and the boards seem to have come to a screeching halt. Where is everyone? I've been in homework hell for the last week. My Health Policy class is done (thank you GOD!!) and I'm now bored. It's funny how when you have all this stuff to do, all you do is stress and wish it was over. Now that it is over....I'm sitting here bored and wondering what is next??? I'm heading to Naples Italy tonight for an overnighter for a training I have in the morning. I wish I had more time because then I could explore :( But I'll be back tomorrow evening by dinner time. Here are some boring things going on with me:

• Spanish cruise coming up with a friend of mine, we're doing Royal Carribean International and stopping in Palma de Mallorca, Barcelona, Ibiza, Gilbralter, and Majorca. I've never been on a cruise before and 9 days is a long time to spend with someone you're not that close with....but I'm still pretty excited.
  
• I'm jealous because meanwhile my husband will be seeing Incubus (our favorite band) at the Hurrican Festival in Germany....I'm slightly bummed about this one!
• I start pathophysiology class on June 20th, my 2nd day cruising...that ought to be interesting:)
• Sam and I are in midst of designing some corresponding tattoos consisting of Incubus lyrics. It's something we've always talked about so why not now?
• I'm spotting off and on and trying to ignore it. I have no idea if and when I ovulated, but the spotting is making me crazy. I forgot how when you're not trying to get pregnant and you have irregular cycles that you constantly wonder if you're pregnant. I'm sure I'm not, so I choose to ignore.
• I found out another couple is pregnant from work. They are fantastic, but it still stings. I'm having trouble being myself around them, I know it will subside eventually but it's so hard to be happy for someone when they achieve what you've been trying to achieve for years without going through even half of what we've been going through.
• Next month marks 4 years of trying to have a baby. 4 YEARS!!! Seems like an eternity. I wonder how many more years of this shit I can take. Ugggghhh!
  

So that's been it lately. Hope everyone else is hanging in there. I've been saying some prayers for a few people. I'm hoping to hear some good news for someone soon, I need some of my hope restored in humanity.